but i don't care if you don't, and i don't feel if you don't, and i don't want it if you don't..

and I won't say it, if you won't say it first

"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for"

Why is it, we as humans, desire the unattainable. Is it in our nature, to never be satisfied with what he behold, but to carry on wistfully seeking something which it is deemed impossible to achieve? I've been thinking a lot lately, about what I have and what I don't have, and what it is exactly that I want. Of course, the answers are obvious. Somewhat unattainable, but obvious.

Baby, I always said I wouldn’t reminiscence..

.. Become too busy with regrets to create the cares.

So excited! I have just finished my last exam, it went really well, and can feel the freedom encompassing me. Bring on getting wasted tonight with my beauts, cannot wait. The only thing I would love more than this right now is to be at Uni, i'm already counting down the days! I've got a feeling they're going to be the best years of my life, so I intend to fully make the most of them e.g- consume copious amounts of alcohol, do the bare minimum work. I have a few plans for summer;

-France with my boy (ooh lala)

-Lots of nights out with the best ones

-Summery picnics

-Get a tattoo (i'll upload the design later)

-Summer ball.. which I still need a dress for!

-Catch up on some reading

-Road trip! This has to happen. I don't mind driving :)

All in all, I could not be happier right now.

It's not considered a successful night out without dropping a kebab in a taxi and having the police come to tell you off for 'soiling' it.. Since when did a bit of lettuce and sauce became classed as 'soiling' a taxi? Beyond me. Still haven't paid them, the c*nts.

All my love, a rather happy emilie xx

Paper dreams, honey..

Absolutely in love with Su Blackwell's paper book sculptures, her work is amazing!

Oh how I love distracting myself from revision.. Couldn't resist these little treats.

Alice in wonderland- A mad tea party.

Tread softly because you tread on my dreams

He wishes for the cloths of heaven

'Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet,
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.'

W.B Yeats- One of my all-time favourite poems.

'On n'aime que ce qu'on ne possède pas tout entier'

'We love only what we do not wholly possess.'

"He is solid; immovable, iron-willed. He showed me one day his killing bottle. I'm imprisoned in it. Fluttering against the glass. Because I can see through it I still think I can escape. I have hope. But it's all an illusion."- John Fowles, the collector.