Treasure

“Few people, very few, have a treasure, and if you do you must hang onto it. You must not let yourself be waylaid, and have it taken from you.”- Alice Munro, Runaway.
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Sail away with me...

I am the ship in which you sail,

little dancing bones,

your passage between the dream

and the waking dream,

your sieve, your pea-green boat.

I'll pay whatever toll your ferry needs.

And you, whose history's already charted

in a rope of cells, be tender to those other unnamed vessels

who will surprise you one day,

tug-tugging, irresistible,

and float you out beyond your depth,

where you'll look down, puzzled, amazed.

-Maura Dooley

They said: There's too much caffeine in your bloodstream

And a lack of real spice in your life.

Without a single doubt in my mind, moving to Sheffield is the best thing I have ever done. I love the city. I love the bustle, the shops, the scenery, the nightlife. Today Billy and I took some time out to sit on the grass by the fountains, and basked in the sun. Happiness is seeping out of me constantly. I'm studying my passion in life, and on thursday I'm going to become one of those sad people sat in starbucks, drinking a coffee doing 'people sketches' for a book i'm roughly working on. HAPPY LADY indeed. Gush gush gush. Love love love. I'm remembering how to live.

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Something Beautiful...

"If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it, try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You won't be lost, hurt, tired and lonely
Something beautiful will come your way."

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Each day is a gift

"One day on a yellow piece of paper, he wrote a poem,

and he called it "chops"

because that was the name of his dog.

and that's what it was about

and his teacher gave him an A

and a gold star

and his mother hung it on the door

and read it to his aunts

that was the year father tracy

took all the kids to the zoo

and let them sing on the bus

that was the year his little sister was born

with tiny toenails and no hair

and his mother and father kissed a lot

and the girl around the corner sent him a

valentine signed with a row of x's

and he had to ask his father what the x's meant

and his father always tucked him in at night

and was always there to do it

once on a piece of white paper with blue lines

he wrote a poem called "autumn"

because that was the name of the season

and that's what it was all about

and his teacher gave him an A

and asked him to write more clearly

and his mother never hung it on the kitchen door

because of its new paint

and the kids told him

that father tracy smoked cigars

and left butts on the pews

and sometimes they would burn holes

that was the year his sister got glasses

with thick lenses and black frames

and the girl around the corner laughed

when he asked her to go see santa claus

and the kids told him why

his mother and father kissed a lot

and his father never tucked him in at night

and got mad

when he cried for him to do it

once on a piece of paper torn from his notebook

he wrote a poem

called "innocence; a question"

because that was the question about his girl

and that's what is was all about

and his professor gave him an A

and a strange steady look

and his mother never hung it on the kitchen door

becaue he never showed her

that was the year that father tracy died

and he forgot how the end

of apostle's creed went

and he caught his sister

making out on the back porch

and his mother and father never kissed

or even talked

and the girl around the corner

wore too much makeup

that made him cough when he kissed her

but he kissed her anyway

because that was the thing to do

and at three a.m he tucked himself into bed

his father snoring soundly

that's why on the back of a brown paper bag

he tried another poem

and he called it "absolutely nothing"

becaue that's what it was really about

and he gave himself an A

and a slash on each damned wrist

and he hung it on that bathroom door

because he didn't think

he could reach the kitchen."